Pernah tak kau rasa, masa kau tengah single bertahun-tahun dulu, kau teringiiinnn sangat nak ada pakwe, ada boyfriend, mcm orang lain.
But when u have one, when are in a relationship, tak sampai sebulan, kau mula yearning nak back to being single. Nak being out of relationship.
Pernah?
I think that's kinda what I'm feeling rite now.
Why?
Because when i was single, i had no worries, nothing to think about, no hearts to take care of but myself. No thinking about "dia buat pe eh? Nape tak msg aku eah? Nape kasik bluetick eah? Nape buka wasap tapi x text aku eah?"
Takde langsung pk if he's gonna cheat on me ke, if he still loves me ke,if he loves me not ke. Takde.
Takde
Takde!
Rilek..chill..no worries..happy jek dgn kenkawan. U know.
Now..well..dont get me wrong. I am happy. He's a good guy. Its just, we are like in one long distant relationship. Almost. He's in Temerloh, I'm in Kuantan. Seminggu sekali je balik Kuantan.
Kata orang rindu itu indah.
Namun bagiku ia menyiksa
Seksa. Mmg seksa. Seriously. This lovesick thing is killing me. I hate it when i miss him, but i didnt get to see him. I hate it when i miss him, but i didnt get to talk to him.
Uuurrgghhhhh!!!!
End this..please..!!
😭😭
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